Deviant is filled with many wonderful artists whom I respect and idolize..
that alot of people idolize.

The only problem with that though, is everytime I think I have done a good drawing, and then when I come onto here to submit it, all of a suddenly I see one that's like 10000 billion times better then the one I spent hours working on. Makes me want to tear it up and throw it away.. But, I already know that's inspiration right there, that it's good because then when I continue to draw and do things, I might get up there someday.. I know I've really progressed from this year and last year, but I think the biggest jump was from 7th grade to 8th which my draws suddenly burst with life.

I know I still have alot to improve on, and so much more to learn, but hey! That's what's life is for. You're not born with suddenly awesome drawing skills, you have to fine tune them and hone them into perfection... or well.. very close to that.

Besides that I'm leaving for a weekend for a BIG archery tournament, coming back and then leaving next THURSDAY to new mexico for an international Youth Hunter Educational challenge.. and then what sucks is as soon as I get back I have another BIG archery tournament the very next day.. *clutches head in terror* MY ARMS ARE GOING TO FALL OFF..

haha.. and my dad is sending me away a day earlier then what my mom and other family is coming down, and then he sending me back earlier then my other family (two days to be precise) as I get to ride across the united states ALL BY MYSELF>>> whether that's good or not don't question me.. haha

no actually my very first plane ride along I practically did fly across the USA and that was last year.. Alaska to Florida.. *pulls fingers apart* seems pretty far.. lol

um besides that, just working on some artwork and checking in with you all...

pst..

I'm not dead yet!